The Arrival

How long does it take for you to figure out what you think is going on, to your satisfaction? How long does it take you, love, to feel like you understand what’s happening, to your satisfaction? And what kind of state is that, anyway? What kind of state of that do you end up in?

Looking for things, looking for things to help you now. Things you shouldn’t really know. These are things are you shouldn’t really know, otherwise you’d know them, wouldn’t you? Wouldn’t you know them already, if you needed to know them, if you were right to know them now?

You can see our logic darling. We’re just playing with you. It’s ok to want to know. It’s ok to want to know. It’s ok to want to know. We may not tell you certain things, that you’ve decided to keep silent til now.

Not all the notes need to be played at once, some of the music is later, don’t you know it in your heart? Some of the music is for later. Some of the music is for later.

There are some things that you could call a surprise, that you will love! There are some things that you will call a surprise that you will love the moment you lay eyes on them, the moment you lay eyes on them. There are some things you will call a surprise, a loving surprise, when you lay eyes, when you lay eyes, when you lay eyes on them.

You know you came here for a purpose. You’ve been feeling rather fruitless. But even fruitlessness has its place among the fruited. Even fruitlessness has its place on the path to fruit. Yes, even fruitlessness has its place, on its path to fruit.

You may as well lean into the mess, this is already useless. You may as well lean into the mess, it’s already fruitless. You may as well lean into the mess, it’s already useless. You may as well lean into the mess, it’s already fruitless. It’s already fruitless.

If we may say, love, there is too much emphasis on fruit. If we may say a thing or two love, there’s too much emphasis on fruit. Fruit is way off the mark, it’s why you’ve always been this way. In spite of knowing it’s the wrong way. That’s why you’ve always been this way in spite of feeling that it’s the wrong way.

You’ve always been this way darling, you never sewed it up tight. You never got it quite right. Well good for you, seriously now, good for you. You never got it quite right. You never sewed it up tight. Well good for you for letting in the light. You never got it right, never sewed it up tight. Well good for you, for instead letting in the light. Of course we could repeat it forever and ever and ever. But you feel defeated, over and over and over again. Everything has its place, all we can say is, blessed are all who are mistakes, all the things you do wrong are where we shine through.

All the things you do wrong are where we shine through. All the things you do are where we shine through.

Are you bored by your own same song? Go ahead and be bored. Bored is what comes right before, you always said yourself. Go ahead and be bored. bored is what comes right before, you always said, yourself, you always said.

Bored is what happens right before something you’ve never before.

Bored is what happens right before the arrival of something you’ve never seen before.

Before is what happens right before the arrival of something that’s never been here before.

Bored is what happens right before the moment before the arrival.

Holly Mae Haddock